kum-ba-yah

someone's praying. i'm sure of it. something's different, better, easier. i went to a Christmas party last night, and i don't think i ate more than anyone else. i think i ate a normal amount of food. and that's really different for me. i don't think i could win on the biggest loser eating the way i did yesterday (home-made egg mcmuffin, big bowl white chili, pbj, hot chocolate, cappucino, salad, sparkling white grape juice,prime rib, mashed potatoes - a non-gluttonous amount, small piece corn casserole, mini chocolate volcano, punch, a piece if chocolate peppermint bark, a bite of a cookie i didn't love, two little rolls, one [ONE] see's candy, chai, and a partridge in a pear tree), but it is just getting easier to make good decisions. so, thanks.